how to be smart ?

Vacation ends after 3 Days , i'll entre school , new class , some familler faces , some aren't , I have to find a girl who i can sit with , who has to be stupider then me , or at my level , Has to be nice , and cool to hung out , not the boring Type , and in this year i'll have to bear studying with the girl who once left me for 4 years with no a word , and then comeback talking to me one day as if i'm some kind of forgivable person , well i guess i was , because we're talking now , arn't we ? ... , well the reason she left me in the first place was because i was smarter then her , even her familly hated me , because i was smarter then thier daughter , when i said it's okey , they said :" it's not okey , she have to be better " , well guess what ! when the me who at some point lost the ability to study , and let go of her own futur , in the other hand she got better , why ? she improved her self , Yeah she did , i have to tell her " well done " bravo , after all she did it , and now her dear parents can tell me " it's okey " , but if she could do it , then i also can , all i need to do is study hard , and stay late ( cause i heard smart peopler stay late at night studying because they can't sleep knowing there's something missing out there , or something they don't understand , and honestly i don't have this kind of ability to stay late and study very hard so i can be the first , i always give up , well not anymore , cause somehow there's a part of me died that day when the teacher told me " you can't do it " ) , also keep on the hard work , all you have to do is not miss anything , keep with track , make notes and stuff , just reading what i'm writing make me believe in myself much better , and If i can do it , and she could do it , then you can , all you have to do is create a bit of magic , and love yourself , believe in it , and olala you did it . 
Salam "peace" 

Little TalK

Hi everyone 

u see when i was small like around 12 or 13 i begin to watch anime , and with time i become addicted to them , and i was afraid at that time if i grow up and i get married , and have childern , i was afriad i'll stay the same girl who watch anime , but at the age of 15 , i get less in watching anime , and got into manga , and by time here i'm 17 still watching anime and reading manga , but still i'm not into just this two , i also adore watching korean drama , and so as japanias , i now can talk a bit of japanais , and i was proud of the that , untill i got into high school last year , and since it's a new class , it's also a new friends , so i was sitting behind , and so i don't remember exacly what happend , but someone from the front give me something so i said arigatoo , and then this girl who was sitting beside me said something in japanais , i don't remember what's it ! , but well since that we become close friends , more then friends , we become sisters , kind of , hhhheheh , so i really love this friend of mine , she have white skin and she's short , she's like 1.55 , while i'm brunnet , and tall , i'm 1.75 mmm well still i love my hight :) . hight doesn't matter in making friends , well ofcourse u'll have difficltty in talking while standing up , but what the heck ? i don't give a damn ^^ i'm happy with the way i was born , and i thank allah for that :)))))
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letting go !

i'm not going to fallow you , or tell you that i love you in my own way , i'm not going to stand from a far , and  watch you with my eyes whish are dying to see you from up close ; i'm not going to climb there anymore , i'm not going to entre you're classroom , and keep looking around , as if i'm saying" i wish i can be here with you" , i'm not going to wait untill it's 10.00 to see you , and run as fast as i can just to see you're face , and  when i see you i'll hide somewhere , and begin to feel like a stalker , my legs tremble , my body is at lose , and i froget how to walk , all this is not gonna happen anymore , i'm  going to froget you , i'm not gonna ask for you , i'm going to let go , you're free to fallow you're charming girl , she's nice , well to nice , you're nice as well , i guess you too fit toghther perfectlly , when you two were toghther i wished a bad wish , it's not like a wish , it's more like a hope , i said if you two broke up , then it mean you and me were meant to be toghther , and then my wish become true , but i know it was just a false hope , cause you're cool , but somehow silent , and you like dark song , when in the other side i'm more like wowo who live in lala land , well now you're wishing to go somewhere else , and maybe take you're ex with you , getting married , having kids , at that time my secret of loving you will be frogtten , and drowned somewhere ,  i wonder if when i see you again i can be brave and look t you , and feel sorry for myself or feeling ugly thought i'm not , i'm afraid that eyes of you'rs will show a very ugly side of me ,  well now i have frogtten u dear ex-love , i wish next year i'll find someone else , someone charming , and very cute ,  handsome , i don't want to fall in love with someone like you  , not anymore .

heart

When you want something so bad , but that thing can't be you'rs no mare what , it make you feel usless , and unwanted , hurt , invisible , edgy , poor , lonely , frogtten , hated , wrong , pitful , gross , disgusting , Ugly .

revenge or hate , does it help us ?

Well , befor this momment here , i hated someone very much , she hurted someone precious to me , i really hated her , she wasn't the type that regret what she did !, or anything ... , she play it nice , and cool , but in realty she's a really a nasty , like to insult u , but with this kind of thing like not direct , but u understand that it was about u , well i felt really that i need to hate her , she's just have to be hated , i always thought , how can her familly stand her , she's defentally is a bitch . 
    
    But , now that i've met her again , I saw her , and looked again ,and again ,and again , she's getting old , her skin if pale , her face seemed ugly , i pitted her , i felt sorry for her , she's not that one i hate , i thought is this her ? the way she dress , everything , ...my life is better then her , i'm happy , she's aweful , i'm restful , she's restless , as she spoke and all , the urage of hating her begine to slowly dispear , does she deserve me to hate her ? , well guess what , she deserve it , but i don't want to waste my time on filthy people like her , i hate her , and i still , but i don't care about getting a revenge or trying to make her regret it , cause she won't , she'll never forget it , she'll keep her life , and she'll repeat it again , and again , and i'll never care again .


 this familly from the mother to the daughter , they're all enjoy making stories , it's like there's not anything else important , well let them both go and throw them self from a roof , lol , just kidding ,but i really don't care , they're idiot , and the idiot who will care . 

but how can't somebody get hurt from they're words , it's stabbing us in the heart , but yes we recover , yet we want to repay them , sometimes we repay them , sometimes we don't , cause it's better to give them the cold shoulder ,rather then the spilling water , that's what i think sometimes not all the time .

We can't live happily after a stab in the heart , and we wish we would comeback to redo what we said , or to even say something or just do anything but it's a shame that we can't "it's life.
 they're indeed IDIOT , and i'm going to protect that precious person of mine , and that will be next time dear idiot .

LOVE

well , i don't know what i sould do ! , all of the sudden i feel shy , and restless .
it's all his fault cause this feeling is too big for my body to controll , i can't keep it up , my heart just feel happy , my legs get weak , the time feel slow , and in the same time fast , wierd , right ?? T^T
Though , i love this feeling ," LOVE " So good that i feel dizzy all the time , and it make me adore Fish .

If u ask me what i love about him , i'll say Everything , i don't think there's anything wrong with him , and i don't care what other's say about him , because too me he is Perfect , well perfect too me , and please don't see him withthat little eyes of you're , cause he's above that , so please don't ever ask me , why .

i don't like to be judge by the way i look , or how i talk or walk , or who i hang out with , please minna-san mind u're own bissense , cause it's me who want to choose my own friends , i love the way my friends look , cause if u love someone u don't want to change a thing about him :)) , that's LOVE to me . 

in the End , what i want to say is that LOVE is amazing , so search for it , and work hard to get it , not stay deadwall and wait for somebody to come and rescue u , well i'm like that right now , but still doing my best to reach and capture his heart . 


salam "peace" 

kawaii ^^

i love this hairstyle , i do it sometimes ^^ , it's quit beautiful ,
if u think that too , then please leave a comment , and next time i'll put a video to how to do this style , and also others .

my fellings

today i felt happy at the begging , but in the afternoon i felt really sad , because i remembered that tomorrow , we will corect the test , and i didn't work very well , mostly worst , then the first termester , this girl that i sit with her , she talk to much , she's really kind of boring , sometimes good , but what can i say i'm losing my real self around her , i'm so lost , i wish i can save it befor it gone all away , i'm begging to hate her , but the more the thought of hating her come a croos my head, the more i'm losing "me" , what i sould do ??
tuseday , we did math exam , i did a mistake , instead of writtin all the numbers , which is 30 , i wrote 31 , and with this little mistake , a full exersice which has 7 point , is gone , and let's not talk about the others exercise that i got wrong or i didn't do , but this girl who sit with me did everything , i was the SMARTEST one , befor metting her , damn it , this is making me free a little bit , LOL ^^ please no hate for what i'm saying , i don't hate her , i actully think she's trying her best , the blame is all on me , for not taking any atention in the class , niether intoo my life , so i have to do it now for the thire termester the last one , so i can chose science ^^ and bring the old me back

 If by any chance , u r reading this , please give me u're opinion , i really in deep need for it right now , thanks ^^

head high -_-

i'm going to try my best from now and on , and no one is going to tell me i can't do it  i did it last year , and i'm going to do this year ^^ , i'm head high ಸೊ ಗೊಇಂಗ್  ತೋ  ದೋ ಇತ್ 

^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7QIhFm0M3c

i've lost myslef

Ι've lost , and the regret is killing me ,  yes i did , and that really hurt ; and this is not even the first time .it really hurt so much , i've got one last chance to make it up  ,and i hope that i'll do best , and for tomorrow i'll do my hardest . wish me best ^^ 

ς ί h ε m 

it's very moody here in algeria !!

sometimes it's cold , & somtiems so hot, special in this season 

so i gathered this clothes and i wish u'll like it !

YAY! to gambul

SO BOORING !!
 they say you're an adult now , in high scholl girl is big enough ! cut it off 
i love watching gumbul and yes i do love  watching SPONGBOB

and i don't give a damn to nobody <3 

hey everyone !!

last day i was very sick , so i didn't go to school , so much fun , i've wake up untill 11 , while my classmates were studying and feeling hungery , i stood at home watching sukitte na yo , at first i didn't want to because i've stopped watching anime a year ago and change to manga otoku !

but i was feeling so bored so i download it and watch 9 ep , it's defentaly not as the manga , because when u imagine the voice , the action... it's not the same but still watching it !

kurosawa yamato daisuki <3 and this is a picture of him !

kawaii

it's been more then a week since i saw this amazing clothes ..so i'd like to share it with you :p

shoes

well ^^ :

as first for me i want to put photos for adrobel shoes ^^ i wish u like it 

bcz i did lol !! :p

ohayo

 hi ^o^ 

it's the first day for me ..so !! i wish form this day on ..that we'll have fun <3