9/4/13

how to be smart ?

Vacation ends after 3 Days , i'll entre school , new class , some familler faces , some aren't , I have to find a girl who i can sit with , who has to be stupider then me , or at my level , Has to be nice , and cool to hung out , not the boring Type , and in this year i'll have to bear studying with the girl who once left me for 4 years with no a word , and then comeback talking to me one day as if i'm some kind of forgivable person , well i guess i was , because we're talking now , arn't we ? ... , well the reason she left me in the first place was because i was smarter then her , even her familly hated me , because i was smarter then thier daughter , when i said it's okey , they said :" it's not okey , she have to be better " , well guess what ! when the me who at some point lost the ability to study , and let go of her own futur , in the other hand she got better , why ? she improved her self , Yeah she did , i have to tell her " well done " bravo , after all she did it , and now her dear parents can tell me " it's okey " , but if she could do it , then i also can , all i need to do is study hard , and stay late ( cause i heard smart peopler stay late at night studying because they can't sleep knowing there's something missing out there , or something they don't understand , and honestly i don't have this kind of ability to stay late and study very hard so i can be the first , i always give up , well not anymore , cause somehow there's a part of me died that day when the teacher told me " you can't do it " ) , also keep on the hard work , all you have to do is not miss anything , keep with track , make notes and stuff , just reading what i'm writing make me believe in myself much better , and If i can do it , and she could do it , then you can , all you have to do is create a bit of magic , and love yourself , believe in it , and olala you did it
Salam "peace"