no one understand
no one understand what i'm trying to say , express , tell or show , they don't understand , but that show thier true feeling , just bitches , no one care about us , the only one who do is us , bieng alone is aweful but more peaceful then staying with a bunch of stupide people like them who don't understand you at all ,
i can't wear cute clothes or new clothes when i go out because i feel like a whore as a first reason , second reason i feel as if i'm a whore lol , 3rd reason would be because i don't like the look of my father , as if i'm a whore , and i know it's just my imagination , and yea i know i'm complex , but what should i do , i was born like this ! .
I'm beautiful , i know that , everyone tell me that , but i think that i'm the most ugly person in the world , and i'll never be loved niether from my look or personality , i'm ashamed of myself , i can't talk with boys or look them in the eyes , and that all my father faulte and mine because i'm too shy !
NO one understand me , i live in my home , always there , all year there , nothing change , same routine , same place , same stories and talks keep reapting all days long , fighting for the miss-understanding , no respect , no love , nothing at all , the only thing is cooking and eating , i had enuagh of cooking and eating , isn't there anything more then just Swallowing what they find , am i one of them as well ? maybe .
Some stuff is okey for his familly and not for us , " he love them more then us ? " sister said , i said " why are you asking , that was ovious from the start " yea he do , everything is okey for them , if they come and yell and laugh it's okey , if they eat everything it's okey , if they joke with him and send him shameless picture , and respond to him with unpolite talk , it's gonna still be okay , but us one word , one joke and boom " i'll come and break your head " , what kind of action is that , i love him but i hate his manners , it's okey for them and not for us , he's gonna say " they are not my childern " , i'll say ' nah , that ain't the problem , if you have a principle do it on everyone , not some people treat them as if they were kings , and your childern as dirty servent , nah that ain't nice , that's just painful to watch " , all i like about a man is his principles , if he stuck up to them with everyone , then he is the real man , for me !
i hate my aunts and oncles from both side " mother and father " , they're mean ,
no one understand what i'm trying to say , express , tell or show , they don't understand , but that show thier true feeling , just bitches , no one care about us , the only one who do is us , bieng alone is aweful but more peaceful then staying with a bunch of stupide people like them who don't understand you at all ,
i can't wear cute clothes or new clothes when i go out because i feel like a whore as a first reason , second reason i feel as if i'm a whore lol , 3rd reason would be because i don't like the look of my father , as if i'm a whore , and i know it's just my imagination , and yea i know i'm complex , but what should i do , i was born like this ! .
I'm beautiful , i know that , everyone tell me that , but i think that i'm the most ugly person in the world , and i'll never be loved niether from my look or personality , i'm ashamed of myself , i can't talk with boys or look them in the eyes , and that all my father faulte and mine because i'm too shy !
NO one understand me , i live in my home , always there , all year there , nothing change , same routine , same place , same stories and talks keep reapting all days long , fighting for the miss-understanding , no respect , no love , nothing at all , the only thing is cooking and eating , i had enuagh of cooking and eating , isn't there anything more then just Swallowing what they find , am i one of them as well ? maybe .
Some stuff is okey for his familly and not for us , " he love them more then us ? " sister said , i said " why are you asking , that was ovious from the start " yea he do , everything is okey for them , if they come and yell and laugh it's okey , if they eat everything it's okey , if they joke with him and send him shameless picture , and respond to him with unpolite talk , it's gonna still be okay , but us one word , one joke and boom " i'll come and break your head " , what kind of action is that , i love him but i hate his manners , it's okey for them and not for us , he's gonna say " they are not my childern " , i'll say ' nah , that ain't the problem , if you have a principle do it on everyone , not some people treat them as if they were kings , and your childern as dirty servent , nah that ain't nice , that's just painful to watch " , all i like about a man is his principles , if he stuck up to them with everyone , then he is the real man , for me !
i hate my aunts and oncles from both side " mother and father " , they're mean ,
