Today , i've enter the friendzone , Indeed ! , in a way it's a good thing , but i still want more , i guess it can't happen from the first moment we met right ? " AMI " haha wierd !
i was kind so sad when i saw it , it was like saying ur a good friend but we will never be more kind of thing , maybe that's a really good thing, at least i have a conction to him somhow , yea ...
but what should i do to improve my love life , if it could be named that way !
he may already have a girlfriend , and he may not even like me , though i'm very pretty in my opinion and so for others !
how can one person make me so happy with just one word " imagine if i'm reading this after years , i'll be like , what an idiot i was , sepcaily if HE ain't in my life NO MORE " i hate to think of it that way , but i guess everything has an end , and i just would like to say what a great feeling u've made me go through waiting for u to replay , and than when u replay i'll go like crazy , smiling by myslef , thinking i should come up with something Quite never been said , that should make me out of the ordinary ! , i'm crazy , i make so much efforts for people to like me , when maybe i shouldn't right ? , and then there's this rules that i have to stick with , like not sending too much msgs , and not bieng the one who talk first , and get away for few days to give him time to think of u , and so as for when u replay ! replay with something CRAZY ! , but all i'm doing is letting things seem quite normal , and as if he talking to a cousin , or something , sending him some videos , which maybe suck !!! hahaha
anyway the thing is , i'm scared if this gonna end , when it just started , and things gonna get borring , because we ain't talking face to face , and the converstation gonna get dull , and so short later !
I WISH IT WON'T !
salam
i was kind so sad when i saw it , it was like saying ur a good friend but we will never be more kind of thing , maybe that's a really good thing, at least i have a conction to him somhow , yea ...
but what should i do to improve my love life , if it could be named that way !
he may already have a girlfriend , and he may not even like me , though i'm very pretty in my opinion and so for others !
how can one person make me so happy with just one word " imagine if i'm reading this after years , i'll be like , what an idiot i was , sepcaily if HE ain't in my life NO MORE " i hate to think of it that way , but i guess everything has an end , and i just would like to say what a great feeling u've made me go through waiting for u to replay , and than when u replay i'll go like crazy , smiling by myslef , thinking i should come up with something Quite never been said , that should make me out of the ordinary ! , i'm crazy , i make so much efforts for people to like me , when maybe i shouldn't right ? , and then there's this rules that i have to stick with , like not sending too much msgs , and not bieng the one who talk first , and get away for few days to give him time to think of u , and so as for when u replay ! replay with something CRAZY ! , but all i'm doing is letting things seem quite normal , and as if he talking to a cousin , or something , sending him some videos , which maybe suck !!! hahaha
anyway the thing is , i'm scared if this gonna end , when it just started , and things gonna get borring , because we ain't talking face to face , and the converstation gonna get dull , and so short later !
I WISH IT WON'T !
salam
