my fellings

today i felt happy at the begging , but in the afternoon i felt really sad , because i remembered that tomorrow , we will corect the test , and i didn't work very well , mostly worst , then the first termester , this girl that i sit with her , she talk to much , she's really kind of boring , sometimes good , but what can i say i'm losing my real self around her , i'm so lost , i wish i can save it befor it gone all away , i'm begging to hate her , but the more the thought of hating her come a croos my head, the more i'm losing "me" , what i sould do ??
tuseday , we did math exam , i did a mistake , instead of writtin all the numbers , which is 30 , i wrote 31 , and with this little mistake , a full exersice which has 7 point , is gone , and let's not talk about the others exercise that i got wrong or i didn't do , but this girl who sit with me did everything , i was the SMARTEST one , befor metting her , damn it , this is making me free a little bit , LOL ^^ please no hate for what i'm saying , i don't hate her , i actully think she's trying her best , the blame is all on me , for not taking any atention in the class , niether intoo my life , so i have to do it now for the thire termester the last one , so i can chose science ^^ and bring the old me back

 If by any chance , u r reading this , please give me u're opinion , i really in deep need for it right now , thanks ^^