i've always wanted to be a part of thier circle ...
they never dared to invite me ...
i've went there sevral times as i was young , lost in the lust of thier home ...
Felt like i needed to be a part of them ... yet they never dared to invite me ...
Still even now ... wishing to be like the others ... be part of something ...
When they talk about them i feel like i'm about to cry ... the tears are in the edge of falling ...
Questions keeps floating in my mind ... what did i do to be treated this way ? ...how come they don't love me ? ... i've chosen the best words to describe my passion to be a part of them ... yet thier looks shows less accaptence then anyone deserve ... i've grow up to hate them ... really hate them ... because they didn't accapte me ... they didn't do anything to win my heart ... i was jealouse in all the way ... no one understand what feelings i had when i went there ... it felt like they were living in heavan ... and now i see that as a disguesting place ... shame to be called heavan , rather a HELL!!!
They enjoy us falling ... they enjoy us get hurt ... they Don't care about us ... and Yes , I hate them ... for everything they've done for me and my familly ... how can they be so mean ... and cruel ... we are humans just like them ... yet they're so cold blooded then anyone i've ever seen ...
I'll do anything to see them falling ... to see thier castle get destroyed in front of my eyes ... i wish every shity shit they've done to me and my familly gets back at them ...
We're all at the same level , yet they got the princess treatemnt ... and i'm the guest ... always the guest ... always the same annoying questions ... i don't want to be rude , my Mama doesn't like it ... so i control my self as i could to not let my mouth slip for me ... because i may say it all !!! , Say how much i hate them ... how much i hate the kind of disguesting air waiting for me to go ... all thier jealousy of us ... afterall we have what they don't ... they're so pushing to know everything and try thier best to rise much higher ... but they'll never pass us ... cause they're not like us ...
we got our own circle now ... and they never be part of it ...
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